Today is not a good day...sad..'terkilan'...just because I bring kids to live with me in the hostel, I am being haunted like I did something bad..something really sinful. Too many unjust reason, saying the kids make noise...bla bla bla...as if having kids around..are not good thing.
Some of the reasons are unjustified actually,...making me hating this country...a so called Islamic country but money is more of the reason. If u have no money, there is no service.
Even if u ask for help as a Muslim...they will not openly helped u though explaining that a help is needed.
10/29/2011
10/06/2011
10/01/2011
Tired....Emotion of feelings
Salam frenz out there....its October. A lot of things having being undone..programming..new language..to learn and adapted..doing phd is a tiring and very emotional journey. When u r alone...doing the simplest thing..seem very difficult...very far....
Tried hard to juggle my time with the kids and programming using Netlogo. My emotional meter seemed very down...since my arrival in Brunei..having to cope with the slow administration, life..unhelpful situation. I tried to take things one step at time but...it doesn't go that way.
NEED A BREAK...but my SV said need to see him every day for progress. Can u imagine it? GOD help me..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=robmc3CTGOE
Tried hard to juggle my time with the kids and programming using Netlogo. My emotional meter seemed very down...since my arrival in Brunei..having to cope with the slow administration, life..unhelpful situation. I tried to take things one step at time but...it doesn't go that way.
NEED A BREAK...but my SV said need to see him every day for progress. Can u imagine it? GOD help me..
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| There is a drum in the heart of heart |
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=robmc3CTGOE
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