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KISAH-KISAH MENARIK DALAM BUKU INI:
Gajah Raja Abrahah
Keldai Halimatus Saadiah
Unta Jelmaan
Buraq Israk Mikraj
Ketua Ular Makkah

Buku ini membawakan kisah-kisah haiwan yang berkait rapat dengan sejarah nabi junjungan Rasulullah S.A.W., iaitu haiwan yang pernah bertemu Baginda S.A.W atau yang hidup pada zaman Banginda S.A.W. Pelbagai peristiwa dan kisah haiwan yang benar-benar berlaku pada diri Rasulullah dipersembahkan dalam gambaran penuh warna-warni dan menarik.

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Dingin

Kan ku relaikan impian indah, padaNYA ku berserah...ku tak bisa juarai jiwa yg ku tak punya.....dinginnya bila kau berkata....

2014 mewarnai hidupku ...43 tahun hidup telah di lalui...Sejujurnya ku rasakan masa semakin suntuk, hari semakin pantas berlalu. Malam dan siang kian pantas berlalu. Apakah di usia ini.....beginikah perasaan setiap insan? Entah...aku tidak tahu...dan tidak mahu bertanya pd yg lain.
Kehidupan peribadi semakin merudum...biar sekuat mana pun aku cuba mengharungi ombak kehidupan setinggi tsunami.
Kesihatan masih memberangsangkan. Sakitkah aku? Haha. Adakalanya aku rasa sakit, jejari terasa berdenyut pabila ku cuba pejamkan mata bila malam menjelang. Badan terasa lemah, perlukan tenaga. Nak makan apa ya?

Hidup ini ku utamakan utk anak2, walaupun 2 anak gadis dengan kesihatan dan keadaan rumahtangga yg semakin tegang akhir-akhir ini, menganggu fikiran dan bahagia yang aku cuba cipta.




Tulisan ini ku noktahkan di sini. Ya Allah, ku pohon di berikan ketenangan dan keselamatan diri di dunia ini. Tolonglah lindungi diri ku dan anak anak dari kejadian yg tidak di ingini. Masih adakah kabus mentari di hujung senja?

Life & Life

The last update from me was somewhere in January. Now it is May, which is coming to an end. During that period of blackout, a lot of things has happened. At first, I decided to just blog or wrote summaries of things that will be posted later in my MSoft One Note.

I was in no mood to do that. Something bad happened during my stay at Terengganu. I pray to Allah for his good tidings. Things that happened was beyond my control, the sad thing is it involved my kids. How could someone - their own blood - said something bad and unthinkable to them. Were they better and good than the rest of the kids? I can forgive them but NOT FORGETTING the incident. I just hope ALLAH will 'balas' mereka dengan sebaik - baik pembalasan. 

One day, you will become a mother or an aunt that will be getting older day by day. The same goes to the grandmother, you will know by then who will love you and take good care of you. But that person will not be me, just pray that your kids (11 of them) are better than my kids. Performing 'umrah' doesn't define you better than me, it doesn't define you that when you are dead you will be in jannah. It was supposed to be an eye opening for you, to not judging other people better than you, to let you see other people in their own perspective and to see the greatness of ALLAH. You should asked your self, why ALLAH created you and other people different and work on the differences while accepting it.

I may not be a good Muslim but I am trying and still learning. Ya Allah, tolong gantikan kesedihan ini dengan kegembiraan and gantikan kesusahan yang aku lalui dengan kesenangan. Amin.

Thank you Allah

Who is Aaron Swartz?

May let him RIP. Who is he? I just got to know that he was an Internet Activist and computer programmer. According to TechRepublic.com writer, he was famous on pursuing and stopping the censorship that the American government want roll out.

The internet activist

Those who want to know more, u can google about him and there's a you tube about him. Here goes quote from the writer, a talk "“How we stopped SOPA” talk last May at Freedom to Connect 2012 in Washington D.C" ".   

Kehidupan - berkongsi ilmu (Sharing)

Books are my favourite subjects. They never fail to intrigue me, to see the world, life and events through the eyes (hands and mind) of the writers. This habit will never leave me for as long as I live, I hope, unless Allah has better plan for me. My choices of readings are mostly non-fiction, facts, events that happened, biography, memoir and motivations thru actual events. Lately, I have turned to more on Islamic motivation books, mostly written in Bahasa Malaysia or Bahasa Melayu or English.

Reading makes me more critical in assessing things, broader my space of thinking. Sometimes what I have read, is actually the real thing that I have gone through, this make me think more of my Creator, ALLAH and my religion. 

I would like to share and quote from this book "Give & Take antara Hamba & Pencipta" by Nurulain Ahmad (PTS Islamika Publisher)------> "Rawatan kepada Umat Islam utk menghadapi musuh Islam:  

1. Kembali mengamalkan Islam  - Islam bukan agama ciptaan manusia, silibus adalah Quran dan sunnah Nabi Muhammad.
2. Sebarkan Ilmu Pengetahuan Islam - amalkan Islam utk diri sendiri dan bantu utk org lain memahami.
3. Ambil tahu perkembangan Dunia - membantu saudara seMuslim yg lain dan juga bukan Muslim

from page 115". Credit to the writer.

Allah...syahdunya. Alhamdulillah

I know it is difficult for both Muslim and non-Muslim to react with each other. My only choice is to practice the Islam way from the readings of Quran and be soft on the non-Muslim. InsyaAllah. My prayer  "Ya Allah terimalah taubat ku Ampunkan dosa-dosa kami. Tiada niat di hati utk melukakan mana-mana pihak. Tangan ini menulis utk menyedarkan diri dlm mencari ketenangan dan redhaMU. Please Allah forgive our sins and we repent". Amin.

Ha...this is another sharing from my MIDI -- favourite magazine--- Jan 15 issue. "Dealing with menopaus and stay healthy, by doing the following:

• Eat healthily - from soy sources base as a  phytoestrogen source
• Make sure get a good amount of sunlight from outside  - hey get out of the house early morning
• Don't smoke - well I don't but my other half did. Oh dear.
• Don't drink alcohol - hmm...I am Muslim I don't but I drink soft drinks....oh dear
• Exercises, run, etc - mine is walking in the garden....oooh yeah.". Credit to http://www.facebook.com/mmidi.

While writing, this song - title - Getaran Cinta di Jiwa catch my ears:

"di hati ku cinta bermula dan rindu ku seharum bunga ...setiap detik kini nyata hanya diri mu sja namun jauh d sudut hati mungkin kah kau ku miliki tak ingin aku bsendiri lagi kehilangan mu oh kasih x sanggup ku mghadapi Tuhan sungguhnya Kau lebih mengerti ...... ku tulis lagu dengarkanlah getaran di jiwa....seandai kau mengerti katakanlah siapalah yg ada d hati mu...telah sekian lamanya kau bertakhta di dlm jiwa...sesungguhnya rindu ku utk mu."  This is a lyric of a song (one of my favourite singer - ..wait wait I need to google....ha...Liza Hanim another version of Datuk Siti Nurhaliza).

Datuk Siti Nurhaliza

The singer - Liza Hanim

Mudahan hari ini memberi kebaikan utk semua. Terimalah keburukan dengan ketenangan sebagai ujian utk kita redhai. Selamat Jalan dan jumpa lagi.

How do I feel today?

Life feels great or not great. It all depend on how u deal with the arising issue. My current issues for the past 2 weeks - dealing with inlaws - brother in law, mother in law, sister in law...etc. Every time I went back to stay with my in laws the same issues stuck like glue. Allah, aku insan yg lemah, gagal mengawal emosi marah, tidak suka pd sikap my mil. Tetapi aku masih berpegang pada kata2 nasihat yg lebih kurang begini maksudnya -" perkara yg kamu tidak sukai itu mungkin adalah perkara yg baik kemudian hari". Perasaan ini semakin ketara bila dia pulang dr umrah sejak 1 tahun lebih.

Allah !!! celarunya pemikiran ini, stress sikit. Aku mmg menantu yg will say what is in my mind, ilmu agama aku agak kurang tapi tidaklah sampai aku murtadkan diri sendiri. MIL ada 11 org anak, punya ramai saudara mara. Rumahnya mmg selalu ramai tetamu yg x dikenali. The latest incident bile suami aku bw aku pergi rumah abgnya krn ibu dia ada kat situ sbb adik ipar bersalin. Aku cukup2 marah tapi that is the turning point yg reaksi dan marah, aku tunjukkan dgn bhs badn. Aku rasa tak selesa nak balik rehat. Bukan aku cemburu tp lebih kepada rasa tidak selesa dan mil boleh kluar dan kata masuk le, malu kat org. Berdengung telinga aku. Argh....   TAK SUKA.

Atau aku yg emosi dan tidak menyenangkan. Mil bukan bodoh tp suka bercerita dan bw cerita dr satu cerita ke satu cerita. Tidak pernahkah dia rasa penat.

how would i feel if i am the fish.

Ya Allah, ampunkan kesalahan ku. Ku pohon kebaikan dr segala permasalahan ini. Amin.

Life and 1434 - 2013

Life before the hijrah Islamic calendar 1434 was a bit hectic as usual. Learning / Researching to gain knowledge is difficult especially if it involved your family - those that is closest to u. I sacrificed the loves of my husband and kids. But looking back, I tried to juggle and do whatever I could. The rest, I let ALLAH guide me with dua' and tawakkal.

Google - 1434H / 2013

Flood - Kelantan - part of East Coast Malaysia

End of 2012, Malaysia - my home country is blessed with rain and flood. Deep inside my heart I pray for the best. Scared? Yes / No. I have been flooded before, :). Hey..enjoy life as given to u day by day, minute by minute, second by seconds. 

At 42, I am trying to enjoy life, no more stress, that S. T. R. E. S. S. (6 letter words) will get rid it, letter by letter.

Coming 2013, nothing special happen, oops, yes there is. My youngest daughter climb the ladder to year 1. Huhu...she is 7 yrs old. Both daughters are getting older and older.  My aims and objective for this year are to finish my postgraduate research and coming back home for good, going for 'umrah', pay my debts on schedule and tranquilness, last but not least, filing responsibilities for the things ALLAH bestowed upon me. :-).

"Ya ALLAH, ku pohon kepada MU. Tolonglah permudahkan urusan harian aku dan keluargaku. Bantulah kami utk mencapai ketenangan dunia akhirat, keimanan, ketakwaan, kebahagian dan keredhaan". Amin. 

Hey ppl out there, God pls bless and help them too. 

C, P & S

Take a break with five ergonomic notification apps

by Jack Wallen  |  December 3, 2012, 1:33pm PST  |  Image 1 of 10

Sharing the informative screen / GUI  for computer users at the following www address: 

http://i.techrepublic.com.com/gallery/6395367-487-402.jpg

Hanya Dia (lirik) CT-KD

Adakah kau mengerti...:)

Dalam Diamku (CTKD).wmv

Dalam diam...mencari erti diri di dlm hidup mu. Kau kata kau syg namun puas ku mencari, kenapa mudah benar kau berubah fikiran.

Siti Nurhaliza - Tahajjud Cinta

Aku tidak pernah meminta diri mu berubah. Ku terima dirimu seadanya krn DIA. Walau ku tahu kau bukan pilihan yang terbaik utk ku tika ku bersujud padaNYA. Ku berjanji andainya DIA izinkan ku ke syurga NYA akan ku bwa kau kesana.  Namun jika takdirnya DIA memilih mu utk SYURGANYA,izinkan aku mengikuti mu wlu bukan disamping mu.

Aku bukan insan sempurna  tp akan terus mencuba utk ke syurga NYA.

Siti Nurhaliza - Cintamu

Hanya sebuah lagu mengingatkan pada sebuah cinta 10 tahun lalu....namun masih wujudkah cinta di hatimu seperti dulu?

Coretan utk kakak

Dear Kakak - Ruwaida Nur Fatanah,

Tahun ini ..tahun pertama berjauhan dengan mama. Mama letak kakak dan adik di bawah jagaan papa supaya   

1.  papa merasai dan bertanggungjawab sbg seorg ayah.
2. supaya you learnt that not everything in life is easy, you have to work hard and appreciate things in life.

Mama love you very much but Mama cannot cope with my studies if both of you are with me. Mama cannot concentrate but sadly I miss you.

I cried when I think of you and adik. You are the best thing that had ever happened in my life. Kurniaan Allah yg tiada nilainya.

Mama memilih utk sambung pengajian ke peringkat kedoktoran kerana minat utk melakukan penyelidikan ttp tanpa kalian di sisi mama ...hidup mmg sunyi. Rindu pada celoteh dan bising kalian membuatkan hidup mama terlalu sepi.

Penyelidikan ini agak susah bg mama, selalu mama tertanya2...bodoh sgt ke mama sampai benda yg senang mcm ni pun sukar utk dilakukan.

Rasa serik utk belajar ilmu dunia ...belajar ilmu akhirat mungkin lebih bagus utk usia yg semakin matang ini. Ilmu utk menghadapi akhirat  belum cukup lagi.

my lovely daughter - Fatanah (ketenangan cahaya  kebijaksanaan)

Mama rasa cukuplah ilmu dunia utk mama, mama harap kalian pula akan menyambung pengajian ke peringkat yg lebih tinggi. Harapan mama kakak akan lebih berjaya dlm hidup didunia dan akhirat..

Mama akui mama sering melampiaskan kemarahan pada kakak dan selalu pukul kakak. Mama penat dan letih kalau mama dah nasihat dan beritahu kakak utk buat perangai yg elok tapi kakak sukar utk ikut. Mama tahu kakak budak yg baik, lurus dan pandai. Kakak kena tabahkan hati kuatkan semangat. Berhati hati dlm berkawan, bukan semua kawan boleh dipercayai.  Perjalanan hidup kakak masih panjang lagi,,,jika diizinkan Allah. Jika melakukan kesilapan, usah buat lagi, tinggalkan. Buat yang baik.

Kasih sayang mama utk kakak tidak akan pernah pudar. Mama sentiasa mendoakan agar kakak jadi anak yg soleh berjaya di dunia dan akhirat. Itulah hadiah yg terindah utk mama.

Working with someone U don't like

What to Do When You Have to Work with Someone You Don't Like

by Peter Bregman  |  12:00 PM September 12, 2012

This is the reality. Sometimes and somewhere you will face this reality check in every phase of your life. So let's read how to reduce the stress and try to apply it :  

Just think about how you respond differently to someone you like who can't run a meeting (you want to help them) versus someone you don't like (you want to stop working with them, or, if the meeting is really long, kill them).

The typical advice you hear about working with people you don't like is simply to depersonalize the relationship. Just transact whatever business you need to with them and move on. In other words: Grin and bear it.

But I have found that almost impossible to do.The people we don't like drive us crazy and we waste a tremendous amount of time complaining about them, or stressing about a conversation we need to have with them.

And that's not the worst of it. The deeper problem is that if you don't like someone, chances are they know it. Which will prompt them to not like you. And if you think working with someone you don't like is hard, try working with someone who doesn't like you.

 working with people you don't like becomes a lot more interesting. Because getting to know them better, and accepting the parts of them you don't like, is actually getting to know yourself better and accepting the parts of yourself you don't like.

So the way to overcome your dislike of someone else? Overcome your dislike of yourself.

That's where the person you don't like can come in handy. Use him to understand yourself better. Consider why you have a problem with him. What does he do that bothers you so much? Move past his inability to run meetings or write a good email and get to what's really bugging you. What about his personality or behavior sparks annoyance or disgust in you? What do you hate about him?

Then, consider how your answers might be a reflection of you. This is a game and you win by finding that hated behavior in yourself.

Think about times when you feel greedy or selfish or dismissive or downright mean. Can you see it? Can you feel your feelings of both attraction and disgust? Can you admit to yourself that it's not black or white? It's black and white. Can you live with the complexity of your humanness? That's the key to being compassionate with yourself.

And being compassionate with yourself is the key to being compassionate with others. Before you know it, you'll actually begin to like people you never liked before. Maybe you'll even feel like helping them run those meeting more productively.

Enjoy it. I wonder when u face the situation, it will be difficult but let's just try it.

Frustation?????!!!!

In life, we use to want to have or need something that's aren't or cannot be owned. That's include myself. Sometimes, I ask and ponder in my heart.... why I do this (doing phd)...what's the benefit...monetary or knowledge.  The journey is uphill and mounting... I wonder does it really worth it at the end of my life.

Doing this journey, it is cold, demanding, frustration, blockage - u name it - all the numb feeling in the whole world. I become more stupid that I am before. The stumbling rock is blocking my vein in the head. But I have given up  that feeling, its either I let it be and still fighting or I fight and let it be.  Sometimes, there are things that needed to let go, following the course/way of life. If its meant to be, than its meant to be.

??????

Hidup seadanya. Meniti hari, menghitung hari. Entah untuk apa. Perjalanan mencari ilmu duniawi utk jadi bekalan hidup. Otak dah beku, susah terikat dengan biasiswa dan rasa terhutang budi ...dan segalanya membuat kan aku rasa bersalah.

I don't know what the future lies for me, nobody knows actually. Back then when being offered a place to study at any universities, feeling of exhilaration appeared and entering those places, u can feel the warmth of welcome since to these days.

But here that feeling was lost, cold and empty. An ancient tomb. Maybe it is me. I want to stop the blame on others but that feeling kept on creeping and stayed until now. I can't imagine how the ppl of this country lives..they were born here and has been leaving the tradition of lives. I miss home but not the life that I left.
God, help me.

Stuck and Lost!

I promise you that Westlife Lyrics

I'll be loving you forever westlife

If I Let You Go

Flying Without Wings