I don't know what the future lies for me, nobody knows actually. Back then when being offered a place to study at any universities, feeling of exhilaration appeared and entering those places, u can feel the warmth of welcome since to these days.
But here that feeling was lost, cold and empty. An ancient tomb. Maybe it is me. I want to stop the blame on others but that feeling kept on creeping and stayed until now. I can't imagine how the ppl of this country lives..they were born here and has been leaving the tradition of lives. I miss home but not the life that I left.
God, help me.
Stuck and Lost! |